Stronger!

"I know I can't take one more step towards you...when I look into your beautiful black eyes I just lose myself...i have waited a long time for you to come and kiss me,or at least be with me!You lost my love for you.I learned to live half alive,crying a lot,being in pain and now you want me one more time?! And who do you think you are,running around life,leaving scars and then you come at me?! You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your black soul...Giving you some advice:Don't come back for me like nothing happened!You ran away from me and now you want me back.You selfish person!You always thought about you!First you say to me that you suffered a lot,then that you want me back...Who do you think you are?!Mister Perfect?Oh..let me tell you something dear!You're not perfect and you'll never be.You're just selfish and fake.You're going to die lonely!You deserve to be lonely!After you caused such a pain you want me back?Oh please...try to fool someone else!I heard you asked for me...please try to forget that I exist!I'm dead for you!I have grown too strong,to ever fall back in your arms.So...darling I'm so sorry...but you lost me.And you'll never gonna get me back.Gonna get me,you'll end up dead! Though I remember our first kiss,thought I remember how you knew how to put the light in my eyes,you knew how to cheer me up when I was sad,I have no regrets!Not even a little one!So I say goodbye again!"
-Inspired by Christina Perri,Sick Puppies and Sr71-

"My guardian angel.

I need you here,beside me.I feel like I'm dying without you.The pain kills me slowly.Every single day my heart beats harder and harder.When I hear your voice and I know I can see you everyday,my tears go down on my cheeks like a river...I need your touch.I need your warm hug and your lovely kiss.I never missed a person how I much I miss you.Please come back,please be with me forever,please don't walk away,please tell me you'll stay!I will never let you fall,I'll be there for you at worse and good.When I see your smile I just want to hug you and be with you.Together we can forget bad memories.It's ok,it's ok.We'll be ok.Together. If I lay here,waiting you,you'll come?If I'll come there,near you,would you at least say "hi:)"?
-Inspired by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-

M-am saturat!

Stau pe scaun si-mi beau ceaiul.Lacrimile mi se scurg usor pe obraji.Stau si revad poze si imi aduc aminte de oameni si oameni...oameni care acum s-au schimbat,cativa in rau,de nu-i mai recunosti.M-am saturat sa fiu mintita,m-am saturat sa tot plang si ma tot intreb "Oare ma agit degeaba?!".Ajung sa cred ca sunt singura careia ii pasa cu adevarat si care se implica cu adevarat.M-am saturat sa stau si sa astept ca lumea sa se faca brusc mai buna si mai intelegatoare!M-am saturat de vorbe'n vant!Vreau fapte!Fapte care sa arate implicare.Cuvinte aud in fiecare zi,in mii si mii de propozitii,unele ilizionand o lume prea perfecta,unele aratand regret si alte sentimente.M-am saturat si de cuvinte si de lacrimi si de asteptat.Asta suna prea a basm.Lumea e cruda si trebuie s-o acceptam asa cum e.